Saturday, January 14, 2006
i want to watch memoirs of a geisha's sneak preview tonight! thank you nicole for telling me about it. haha so now i'll feel unsettled until i watch it! wanted to ask my momma to go watch it with me after the birthday dinner thing but she's angry with me. and the tone of her voice when she picked up her phone told me that i shouldn't ask. maybe i should have gone for that stupid dinner so she wouldn't be angry with me. but even if i did she would find some other reason to get angry with me? so childish huh :/ sometimes she just doesn't know how it makes me feel.

i had quite a bit of fun in church today (:

i should go make use of this time and drown myself in attempting math and finish my composition. and then maybe i'll sleep early and have more energy for church tomorrow.


things just got depressing today.

have faith.